Sometimes I get lost. I get lost in my thoughts of how it should of been and how I could of changed everything in my life around with one thing I could of said. I get lost in the thoughts of tomorrow and not thinking about today and what it holds. I guess I can say that sometimes I just waste life away.
Yesterday I was at the House of Prayer. We were having our normal service and Rocky, our director/pastor said a few things that made me think about how I live my life. He said this quote:
“Those that are around you and are for you are far more significant that those around you who are against you.”
I literally felt something awaken in my spirit. I had been living this lie of- I’m not good enough.
So, here I am. I am working or gonna try to work towards my dream. I’m going to own my vision! It’s my vision and no one else’s. It may look like someone else’s but it’s not- It’s mine! My vision, what I want to do… and I’m gonna go for it!
Zechariah 4:6b and 7…
This is the Word of the Lord (to Zerubbabel)- “Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,” Says the Lord of Hosts. “Who are you, O’ great mountain? Before Zerubbabel you shall become plain! And he shall bring forth the captsone with shouts of “Grace, Grace to it!” ‘
In other words… there’s a huge mountain- and by the Spirit of the Lord… we can say GRACE! GRACE to that Mountain and it shall be moved!! – That gives me something to think about more that all my thoughts of what could have… it now gives me the strength to overcome my present day battles and future battles as well. 🙂